Bleeding I

by Twisted Ecstasy

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1.
Standing 03:05
Reflections on the water, Sat upon the Mud, Could I walk through the river? Walking through the mud, Needles touch my ankles, And in my voulentry sinking, As I try not thinking, The sunlight is squinting on me, The grave of the shoeshine could be nearby, Unlike him I'll know when to die and won't give time to cry over, cheap Winter, My heart has a splinter in me, At least it's not the sea, As I hide from the sky, I know, I know I won't, Reach the other side...(standing...) (standing) Standing.
2.
Mist 04:45
3.
China Doll 04:56
Clean but still in a charred room, my blue eyes look above, Pale and glazed I’m stuck inside them like a permanent glove, No one to talk to, no way to walk to anywhere, no one to love, Thought fleshless possession was a good way to avoid the blood, A face of China that’s trapped in a pram,a crest above just like a clam and it’s holding me tightly, not letting me leave, No flesh and no joints and no way to leave, Black and grey and flaking like my mind, Alone and left behind, But never falling onto me, Daylight through the window; my only source, Of light upon these mundane floors, Where health and safety had a divorce, A burnt up apartment, A burnt up apartment, A frozen pram and a possession scam, I can’t feel my heartbeat, A body with no meat, I’m just a shell that is burning in hell, But showing no signs and showing no Scars, Where’s the one that I love, do they want my heart? I’m stuck here forever, I’m stuck here forever, I look at the ceiling-like everything it never changes, It never changes, It never changes, It never changes. Always the same, (You're suffering because of me,) It never changes
4.
I see your eyes look into mine and send a spider down my spine, My blood flows and my heart will whine, You pull my strings and make me smirk, Around my mind you will now lurk- And lurk and lurk and lurk! A brush on my arm and it starts to crawl up, Every chemical disrupting- My mind, I'd give you a flower but then it would die, I'd give you a flower but then it would die, I'd give you my heart but then it would die, Still in my mind is where you linger- And you swell it like a stinger in a wound- Made from your perfume, I'd give you a flower but then it would die, I'd give you a flower One day we’ll rot away We’ll stop because we rot away together- Or apart! One way we’ll have to pay, For the feelings we have today together- My Heart, My heart, What’ve you done to my heart? Oh What’ve you done to my heart? Wha’ve you done to my heart? Wha’ve you done to my heart?!-.
5.
Stillbirth 02:06
Static and soundless, I stand by the window, Crying the tears that make me a widow, My tears fall down onto the streets, My fears vanish into my grief, I want a return or something to fill me, I’m feeling a burn, I’d rather you kill me, Chokelessly choking, my world is smoking, I still have your blood, but I can’t feel your love, I brought you a doll-now it fills the hole that you left behind, but now I just wind. And wind and wind and into the fog, Surrounded by darkness, surrounded by smog, I place your soul behind safe walls, could I put your soul behind safe walls or collapse… Or collapse? Until I’m static and soundless…
6.
Allowance 04:39
Frostbitten feet and the bloodflow returns, Left here I feel it burn and burn and how could you allow this? There’s no escape, Impending fate trapped inside these fences, There are no defences for anyone who needs it, How could you allow this? How could you allow this? And how could you create this? And how can you not hate this, Not hate this, Not hate this like you hate them, The only chance of freedom is grabbing the wire, The only fate they won’t desire as my insides feel on fire, How could you allow this? Locked in a room and left in the black, Food for a slow and torturous attack, So many cries, Everybody dies, The children, the grandmothers, the parents and lost lovers, Half an hour of pain, How could you allow this? Bodies piled like bonfire stock in the medow, That’s not snow it’s innocent ash… It's innocent ash...

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Bleeding I documents feelings of loss, confusion and what can feel like sempiternal suffering. It uses metaphores and trance-like sounds to drown it's listeners into and atmospheric representation of torment. However, rather than being an album made to dwell on these issues, it's an album made to push them out and turn the negative into art; therefore twisting ecstasy ;)

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released August 16, 2022

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Twisted Ecstasy are a a band based in Kent, England that creates dark but slow music with guitars and lyrics about cemeteries, romance and death.

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